So if my heart were a handgun, it’s a paradox you can keep trying to kill yourself, you can keep trying to harm yourself and when you get to that point and all you want to do is shoot, you cant shoot the very thing in which the gun is attached to… but if you pull the trigger the only thing you’ll be harming is the one thing that’s in front of you, your friends…

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Ok, so this is my first ever journal entry after been a member for two years, so I don’t really know what to type and how much to share cause it’s a journal but everyone’s pretty much going to see it just like they see my art…

Life is a journey pretty much I’m travelling along it well for a change my art is the only thing you see on here. You know what I’m listening to, what camera’s I use, what mood I’m in, and plenty of other things that you could probably look like a stalker if you knew all that info anyways…

So what’s making my life so good, for starters there is a girl a pretty girl her names Rachael she's my other half, the perfect and amazing person that completes me, and she has my heart i love you rachael ann collinson with all of my heart, and she's my very aswome dirty pirate whore (sorry but its an inside joke) and im sorry girls but no one and i mean no one is taking me away from her ever...

and then there is my band a cause to unite, this stuff keeps me sane it keeps me, me I guess… when I grab my guitar and I play on stage its just like my art, the best way that I can think of expressing myself through its when im happiest, just like when im with rach, im at my happiest…

more to come soon check out my gallery let me know what you think [link] XXX yours sincerely jason